truely,tieqa

its hard to describe how it feels to cry but there's no amount of tears tht can relieve ur aching heart..


but as i embrace it n move forward i find it its a lot easier to live in denial n not having to feel anythng rather than living n still carry the heartache with u.

my cure is my love ones.. ;)


we had endure a lot of things together n yeah all the times tht we had together gave me memories tht i will remember till the day tht i die. :D

my beloveds,
ilysm with all my heart.

my heart is content..

but im sorry tht there r times where i distant myself from u..

as i am still healing n as people often say time heals all wounds..

but for me its taking longer.which is my ever long suffering..

i hate it truthfully..
not being able to trust people completely n i learn to turn my heart to stone in situations where im scared people would disappoint me..n hurt me really bad.

thts y there r times where i would laugh n smile but there r some pieces of me which still ache n sometimes im juz too numb to care bout whats going on around me..
n i know tht thing with me had hurt many people in my life as im unable to really give my heart away again fully as it is missing a few pieces which has been destroyed long time ago. :)

but sincerely im grateful to haveu guys in my life seriously..

without u guys..i would have died off long time ago..

but im starting to change bit by bit everyday n learning to truely love u guys with all my heart..

i juz need time n space n hopefully u would understnd as i had been wounded mercilessly before so im kinda emotionally impaired..

but with all the things tht we have shared together i feel the love tht's so strong n im still learning how to counter back the same love to u..

patience my love ones i would let my heart feel again as time pass me by..

;)

u guys r truely the greatest..

ily